They"ll Always Be a Part of My Heart that is Broken

I found these shots of Chance in my camera last night when I was downloading the Shakori Hills photos. The irony of this is that tonight is the JDRF Hope Gala, at which we'll use the emotions of the newly diagnosed families to inspire wealthy business people in RTP to donate money to our cause.

I can't help but look at this picture and have an overwhelming stream of emotions hit me. Our little baby having to deal with such a serious illness at such a young age.

I am proud of our family with all the ups and downs we have had over the last 7 months. We have stuck together, stood behind Chance, and did what we thought was all the best things possible.

It is funny getting ready for an event like this. Normally, if we were going to a black tie event, we would be drinking wine before, loosening up and looking forward to a fun night out.

For me, this is very different. I know that even though Chance is doing really well, that there will always be a part of my heart that is broken for him and for our family.

There will be poster sized professionally mounted photos of Chance and all the other 2009 diagnosed kids thanks to my amazing husband Heath, our dear friend Dan and the generosity of CPA club.

The things I look forward to about tonight are: sitting at a table with other proud families that were willing to put themselves on display for a night; enjoying the stunning photography; and showing off my beautiful son to the community via photos so they all can see what a special boy he is.

My hope is that it will be a magical night. One filled with deep emotion. One that raises lots of money to help find a cure for diabetes.

Thank you and positive thoughts to our family at JDRF.